I said the heart is strong, but I realized the mind is stronger. Unfortunately the body can only take so much. I came home last night extremely tired. I busied my self with work the entire day today to keep my mind from thinking of what happened the other evening... to keep my self from depression.
While on my way home bracing the heavy traffic on a payday-Friday, I received a text message from a friend... it read...
"Sometimes you just want to quit when things start hurting you. You want to leave everything as it is before the pain gets worse. But once you remember how much you’ve prayed, how much you really wanted it and why you were fighting for it in the first place, hopes comes back to your heart. And maybe… just maybe… it’s worth going this far."
Is it really worth staying when you were asked to leave? Is it worth giving up on something you've invested so much emotions and energy? Would you give up on someone for whatever reason there is? Some said yes and some said no... right now, I really don't know.
My intuition is telling me to stay a little longer, exert a little more effort and show a little more love and kindness. Hopefully things will turn out alright in the end. This is my nature, I can't go against it.